I am taking some new medication for the last 3 months. I wasn’t sure it was going to work or not, but I wasn’t going to declare feeling better until I had given the drug some time. This is God’s providence because the drug had just been approved in 2015. When I got sick 3 years ago, this drug had not been approved yet. So for me, this drug came in the nick of time. I am not “healed” in the strictest sense, but I can now operate like a normal person. So, back to work!
My prayer is that I can get back into a ministry of some kind, but I need God to move sovereignly for that to happen. As much as I would like to, I cannot jump back in due to other issues I am not free to discuss. In the mean time, I am fixing up an old truck, doing renovations on my house, and looking for a part time job.
I need to be patient with God and wait on him for his will for my life. This is difficult because we all have a tendency to be control freaks. We want to take action, because we are impatient, and think we are going to miss an opportunity. But if we don’t do things Gods way, it will not work out.
From Psalm 27:14 – Wait for the Lord; Be strong and let your heart take courage; Yes, wait for the Lord.
From 1 Corinthians 4:5: Therefore do not go on passing judgment before the time, but wait until the Lord comes who will both bring to light the things hidden in the darkness and disclose the motives of men’s hearts; and then each man’s praise will come to him from God.